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[Filter: Private]

Yeah, I'm -- sulking. Yeah, I'm probably not the best company right now. Obviously, I know that. How could I not know that?

I just ...

This is it, all laid out. Welcome to the rest of your life, Matthias. In this marriage that's barely working, a week away from fucking Diarnay, where I can sit right under my father's thumb, keeping books and being a responsible adult. That's the rest of my life.

When I always said that I could never picture myself in ten years, I never thought it was just beacuse the only existance I could hope for would be so ...

Yeah, whine harder, you giant fucking baby.

[Filter: Hazel]

I'm going to go down to the common room. Don't bother waiting up.