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nosuchroses) wrote2009-08-30 11:17 pm
nosuchroses) wrote2009-08-30 11:17 pm
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Yeah, I'm -- sulking. Yeah, I'm probably not the best company right now. Obviously, I know that. How could I not know that?
I just ...
This is it, all laid out. Welcome to the rest of your life, Matthias. In this marriage that's barely working, a week away from fucking Diarnay, where I can sit right under my father's thumb, keeping books and being a responsible adult. That's the rest of my life.
When I always said that I could never picture myself in ten years, I never thought it was just beacuse the only existance I could hope for would be so ...
Yeah, whine harder, you giant fucking baby.
[Filter: Hazel]
I'm going to go down to the common room. Don't bother waiting up.
Yeah, I'm -- sulking. Yeah, I'm probably not the best company right now. Obviously, I know that. How could I not know that?
I just ...
This is it, all laid out. Welcome to the rest of your life, Matthias. In this marriage that's barely working, a week away from fucking Diarnay, where I can sit right under my father's thumb, keeping books and being a responsible adult. That's the rest of my life.
When I always said that I could never picture myself in ten years, I never thought it was just beacuse the only existance I could hope for would be so ...
Yeah, whine harder, you giant fucking baby.
[Filter: Hazel]
I'm going to go down to the common room. Don't bother waiting up.